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Today is the first day of the rest of my life…or at least the saying goes. I really need to be serious about this and do this to be healthier for me and esp. for the boys. With health comes things that I want to do and the person that I invision myself being…in general a happier person. There are so many things I want to do in life where my weight holds me back or were my fear of what I look like at my weight doing certain things holds me back. For example: This is a very embarassing confession for me and only one person in my life knows this aside from my ex-husband but here goes. I love Water Country and I love water slides. Well, a few years ago I got stuck for a few moments in an inflatable tube at the bottom of the slide and  Nate had to help me out of the tube. Well, this past summer when I went to Water Country I wouldn’t go on any of the rides that had a tube. I was afraid of what I looked like when I got stuck! Ugh, so other people took my sons onto those rides instead of me. I am so sick of this! I really am! So, like I said this is the first day of the rest of my life!

Celeste